I just feel like I need to reiterate how much I love my family. Everyone of them. My relationship with my father has been restored, and my mother and I have had a strong relationship for years now. I also really love Nancy. My relationship with her is a little different than it is for my other siblings. She did not raise them, but she did raise me, and though I don't call her Mom, or Mama Nancy, or anything like that, she did mother me. She filled a place in my life that had been left empty, and I love her like I love my mother. She was invited to my wedding, I want her to know my children, and I'll be crying with the rest at her funeral.
I am also closer to my siblings now than I have ever been and life is good. I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me; that is not my goal. I just want people to know what I have been through, so that maybe, next time they see that girl who they know is living a sinful life, they might be a little slower to judge. I'm not trying to demonize anyone or make anyone look bad. But the way I see it, if I'm not going to tell the whole story, why tell it at all? I won't candy coat it for anyone. This is your warning. It gets a lot worse before it gets better, and if it makes anyone look bad, its me. Don't act like I didn't tell you...
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